“After three years with the help of some wonderful teachers and consistent work, I have become reasonably fluent in Spanish! When I get stuck in a blind ally and can't find la palabra justa I can work my way to a paraphrase without loosing my drift. This is very gratifying, fun and exciting. It has opened the door for me to a vibrant and dynamic culture, and I use my Spanish whenever possible at work and with Spanish speaking friends.
Although I did have a background in French and have always been a lover of language, starting Spanish was a thing in itself. I would say a facility with language helps but I did not find that knowing French particularly helped me to learn Spanish. This is because the Spanish language has its own special rules, particularities and issues.
After one semester of Adult Ed Spanish, I was so energized to learn more and so impatient with the slow pace of the class, that I started to research how I might speed up the learning curve. That is how I came to Conversa, upon the recommendation of a costarricense, the mother of a friend of my son’s. My first exposure was intense: I came for three weeks that first time, which is the longest I had ever been away from my husband since getting married 26 years before that. That was probably the most frustrating period of my Spanish learning. I wanted to communicate so much, but simply could not. French words and constructions kept flooding into my mind because I did not yet have a basis in Spanish.
That first summer, I stayed in the Casona. There was a group of students there with me and although we spoke English most of the time, we studied our Spanish together. Always at the dining hall, the lovely ladies who cook, encouraged us to speak, and did not tolerate (or understand) any English. I also spoke with the guards, forcing myself to overcome the reluctance to make mistakes. Of course one is going to make mistakes all the time while learning a new language! It is not so easy as an adult because the brain learns in a different area from where it learned its language of origin. Yet, everyone was so helpful and encouraging to me and I found myself so happy in the culture.
When my son was learning Spanish, I observed that when in the idiom, his personality seemed to change. He went from a brooding kind of college student to a light and fun-loving persona. He was happy in Spanish and I was so motivated by him and his success in learning. He learned so fast it was astounding largely because of his incredible musical ear. It was self-defeating to compare myself to him, however. And I soon detached from his process and focused on my own. Just having him proud of my persistence was enough of a motivation for me to continue with respect to him.
There is no easy way to gain mastery over something as vast as a foreign language but to me, there is nothing more gratifying. Not that I am a master yet, but I am slowly getting there and that is my goal. I structure my lessons on line, which I began taking after my second summer intensive, to my learning style. I am not trying to pass any exams or get credit for my Spanish. It is my pass-time and my hobby. I am a visual learner so I write and copy everything and go back over what I have written and copied until gradually the forms seep into my memory. The audio component is also important, and combined, they have gotten me to where I am now.
I did an enormous amount of writing in Spanish, from those first essays and forays until now, when I am quite comfortable, with the help of an on-line dictionary, writing in Spanish with reasonable grammatical correctness. My teachers have always been there to correct and teach me the proper language as it is important to me to be literary as well as to converse. Conversa allows for the development of both abilities if one is interested in both, or can focus one on whichever aspect they choose for their own purposes.
Although I was still a little behind the curve when I came to Conversa the second summer, I was way ahead of where I had been. This time it was for two weeks and I again took the intensivo (5 1/2 hours) per day. Class was always small that the individual attention a real asset and catalyst to my learning. Those first two years were about learning the essence of grammar and usage, particularly the proper usage of verbs. My teachers all brought their own style to the classroom, but everyone was most capable. I made more progress toward my goal that second summer and by the end, I was speaking with the guards regularly after class and able to converse with the Spanish speakers I met in the course of days there. I had invited a friend from my childhood that second summer in Santa Ana, which was just wonderful. We both stayed at the Casona, taking advantage of the peace and beauty of the place to study, have meals together and to hike in the mountains on the weekend.
When I came home from that second summer, I was very installed in the on-line program and continued with twice weekly lessons until my return last summer, this time with my husband. All the learning, the memorizing, the repetition and the writing began to propel me to a new level with my Spanish. I was seeing the fruit of my efforts. My husband an I took class for 10 days last summer and we stayed on campus again. That was a lovely experience for us, like a second honeymoon. This time, because we came in September, the summer students had all left and we were the only ones on campus. When the students who were with host families left for the day, we had the place all to ourselves. We studied and talked to the guards lots – lots of fun and lots of laughs. We did a little tourism, but as before when I was at Conversa alone, that was kept to a minimum. Our intention was to get as intensive as possible and we achieved that goal. By this third summer, I was writing more easily and speaking much better.
My breakthrough came after I left last summer. My boss asked me to translate for our team at work and I stepped up to that. It gets better and better and because I am a Social Worker, I know that Spanish will always be important for me to know in my field. I have the dream of using it on a daily basis while living in a Spanish speaking culture one of these days. I am on the verge of becoming clinically licensed and at that point, I will have more options to move and experience something totally new in the next stage. My husband has kept up with his Spanish on his own using the Conversa materials and we believe we can really nail it by living among Spanish speakers for an extended period of time.
I listen to a lot of Spanish music now enjoying it so much. I can even translate the essential messages and much of the vocabulary of these songs I hear. I write and receive letters in Spanish and construct essays to work on in my on-line classes. Those classes are a balm to my spirit and we laugh a lot in the process of my learning and his teaching. I have been with the same on-line teacher one class per week (and I still make considerable progress!), for months now and his teaching perfectly fits my learning style. He is literary and cultured, colloquial, a fast writer, a fast thinker and an excellent person. I enjoy my lessons – they are my hobby. After class, I copy over my notes, new vocabulary and the new usages I have received and then review them as necessary to lock in the learning. Poco a poco, I have given myself a great gift that has enriched me enormously and promises to keep giving! I believe that from my great effort and commitment - one day at a time - has come a reward of great and enduring value to me."